I can't sleep!

No I am not crazy, just lonely, just tired, just thinking, not sleeping; just missing my son. I close my eyes and see him, it's scary.

It's just a feeling. It truly isn't a good feeling, in fact it really sucks to feel like this.

I still believe in myself, I just wanted to cry!
Nothing wrong with that - cry with me if you want to - it helps. Just wish it didn't have to happen at almost 3am in the morning - so if I'm crabby tomorrow you will know why!

How she cope's!

"For each minute that passes me by, seems like a second or two with a blink of an eye. Time keeps turning, but my memories stand still. When the world seems to crumble around me, I find my strength and goodwill. I keep on truckin, and keep on fighting. For it's you that taught me all of this. And through all your hardships and troubles, you deserve your peace and happiness."
Love you Jonathan.
las vegas

We can't know why~

~We can't know why some things happen ~ but we can know that love and beautiful memories outlast the pain of grief. We can know that there's a place inside the heart where love lives always... and where nothing beautiful can ever be forgotten ~

~ I am learning as I go through my own journey as a mother morning her son, that nothing beautiful in this world is really ever lost ~