Sunday, January 6, 2008

The 5 stages of the Grief Process # 1 Denial

Denial ~
Last night I looked for my son all over the house, I was even ready to take the car and go looking for him ~ his car phone is with the coroner so I did not have any phone numbers of any of his friends to call. I tore apart his closet, looking, just looking for some clue as to where he could have gone. I tried to calm down, I paced, I cried, I hide like a child in the corner ~ I miss you Jonathan my son ~ I just want to know when you will be coming home.
I think I finally fell asleep around 4am..

It's gloomy outside today, and today as far as I am concerned ~ I can't wait til tomorrow.





1 inspiring comments:

CreekHiker said...

Vonna, I have been so busy and not online at all in months! I am in tears thinking of your pain! I'm so sorry to not even be aware of your loss.

You have my thoughts and prayers. Holly (holly's folly)

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