Last night I looked for my son all over the house, I was even ready to take the car and go looking for him ~ his car phone is with the coroner so I did not have any phone numbers of any of his friends to call. I tore apart his closet, looking, just looking for some clue as to where he could have gone. I tried to calm down, I paced, I cried, I hide like a child in the corner ~ I miss you Jonathan my son ~ I just want to know when you will be coming home.
I think I finally fell asleep around 4am..
It's gloomy outside today, and today as far as I am concerned ~ I can't wait til tomorrow.
Sunday, January 6, 2008