Sunday, January 6, 2008

The 5 stages of the Grief Process # 1 Denial

Denial ~
Last night I looked for my son all over the house, I was even ready to take the car and go looking for him ~ his car phone is with the coroner so I did not have any phone numbers of any of his friends to call. I tore apart his closet, looking, just looking for some clue as to where he could have gone. I tried to calm down, I paced, I cried, I hide like a child in the corner ~ I miss you Jonathan my son ~ I just want to know when you will be coming home.
I think I finally fell asleep around 4am..

It's gloomy outside today, and today as far as I am concerned ~ I can't wait til tomorrow.

Bargaining

Anger

Despair

Acceptance

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Maybe I don't read enough ~ maybe other parents don't either ~

I would like to know ~ Wouldn't you?

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Operation Smack Attack

'Operation Smack That' Nets Alleged Suburban Heroin Dealers
3 Deaths Prompted Months-Long Investigation

POSTED: 11:08 am CST November 30, 2007 ~ This is the day my son died....

WAUKEGAN, Ill. -- Authorities revealed Thursday that the investigation into the heroin ring run by a gang from Chicago along Green Bay Road in Waukegan started after three deaths from heroin overdoses.

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to read the full article from NBC News WMAQ-TV Chicago