Sad Heart ~ lost memories of my child.

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"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."
~From the television show The Wonder Years

It saddens me that Jonathan's friends can't seem to find a way to share the memories they have of him with me, the pictures, the stories, the video's as well as the pain they may still feel.

I am Jonathan's mother and you were all his friends can we try and find a way?

16 years & 100 years old this April

I couldn't remember how many years it has been ~ I had to use the calculator ~ I won't get it to the subject matter at this point but it had to do with throw away that "calculator" ~ you don't need it ~

16 years went by so fast ~ but it seems like yesterday ~ you lived a good life ~ you were my "Pa" I still miss you so very much ~ I do hope you are playing golf with Jonathan ~ take care of that grandson of yours now ~ and say hey to "ma"

April 27, 1909 - March 12, 1993 (I think)

March 31, 1909 the construction of the RMS Titanic began ~ so many years ago ~ the unsinkable ~

Dad ~ this quote from Molly Brown ~ well ~ "Sure I may be tuckered, and I may give out, but I won't give IN!"
I promise I won't give in ~

~My kids ~ I love them so~

Dear Momma,

So your daughter texted me a few times today telling me about dashboard confessional (me and Jon's band) and I got jealous!! Ha Ha! I was supposed to go with her...it was us against the world dammit! I'm so proud of her. She seems like shes doing well and staying positive and strong. So I wanted you to know that I'm proud of you too momma, you're a fabulous momma so don't ever think different. I love you oh so much.

And you know that I love Jonathan and "K" with all my heart too. You all will never leave me. We're family and family sticks together through whatever.

I had a dream about him a few days ago and all I remember was waking up happy. I was partially sad yet smiled and felt relieved. It was as though he was there telling me that every things good. I have a song from Mariah Carey that I dedicate to him from me. It's kinda sad and comforting at the same time...weird...but completely tells my story.
It's called Bye Bye.
READ THE LYRICS AND LISTEN TO IT AT THE SAME TIME.

I love you Vonna momma. MWUAH!
I should be back soon to give you a real hug.

::HUG::

Heath