What would you do?

I received this from a little girl who isn't so little anymore, she is all grown up with children of her own, yep I used to babysit for her, she was my eldest boy's friend when we lived in Arizona. I watched her grown and grown she did. Into a beautiful woman, into a wonderful friend.

10 people I was to pass this to!

So I send it to all who read this I normally don't read these, but this struck a cord  thank you my friend for sending this to me

What would you do if your best friend died 
tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt I just wanted to say, even if I never talk 
to you again in my life, you are special 
to me and you have made a difference in 
my life.

I look up to you, respect 
you, and truly cherish you. 



Send this to all your friends, no matter how 
often you talk, or how close you are, 
and send it to the person who sent it to 
you. 



Let old friends know you haven't
forgotten them, and tell new
friends you never will.

Remember, everyone
 needs a friend; some day you might
feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all

Remember this and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you
and always will..

In times of trouble

In times of need

If you are
feeling sad
You can count on me

I will give you a wink

Until you smile give you a hug

And stand by
your side.

I'll be there for you till the end, I'll always and forever, be your 
friend!




Well I went and did it ~

I contacted the Oprah producers to see if I could get some help with regards to helping others through me - especially the children. Let's just hope they don't run with my idea as I did not give up to much in writing them. I just don't want to get burned, like I have in the past with my idea's.

The sun is out, but bitter cold outside. "HOW COLD IS IT YOU SAY" -
Just Too Cold for me............

Wish me luck with getting them to contact me back.

I know in my heart my Jon is not gone, the memories, the friends of his I see ~ the little things ~ he does lives on.

The petition is in the works to name the Skate Park after him, I should be able to get this done today.

One last thought ~ dream a little dream 4 me ~
Smiles 4 the day ~ mom

Another last thought - for those of you who try to force yourself before you are ready to do something you don't want to do - don't do it - grief takes time!
The loss of a child can be incomprehensible to some, even yourself.

I went to the book store on a mission today, I purchased the book I wanted. Strolling down the isles I of course got distracted ~ Drinking my Grande Breve Latte ( which I really can't afford ) from Starbucks and yes I can make it myself - see off topic I go again ~

"How a Person Dies" ~ not a good book for me to read at this stage of my grief, as the coroner hasn't come up with results yet.. my imagination left me filled with tears and sadness today.

Where am I now, laying in bed typing in the blog - resting my back as, yes I am such an Idiot for going outside in below zero weather which aggravated the arthritis in my spine.

Some of you may have heard me say this before, what doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger.. Growl - here me roar!