The word of a passer 4 U to see.

I think about you a lot, and read this blog. I've noticed that you seem to be managing your situation so well, you have redirected your personal loss into a hopeful opportunity for many others.

I admire your strength and your resolve and your dogged determination to be a mountain of strength in the face of your unjust and inconsolable sorrow.
I so admire you.

You have shown a grace and goodness of your heart that should be an inspiration to everyone. You are a wonderful person, and a wonderful Mom.

I'll always remember how you faced this crisis with such courage and grace. You are one of a kind, my dear.

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I can't sleep!

No I am not crazy, just lonely, just tired, just thinking, not sleeping; just missing my son. I close my eyes and see him, it's scary.

It's just a feeling. It truly isn't a good feeling, in fact it really sucks to feel like this.

I still believe in myself, I just wanted to cry!
Nothing wrong with that - cry with me if you want to - it helps. Just wish it didn't have to happen at almost 3am in the morning - so if I'm crabby tomorrow you will know why!

How she cope's!

"For each minute that passes me by, seems like a second or two with a blink of an eye. Time keeps turning, but my memories stand still. When the world seems to crumble around me, I find my strength and goodwill. I keep on truckin, and keep on fighting. For it's you that taught me all of this. And through all your hardships and troubles, you deserve your peace and happiness."
Love you Jonathan.
las vegas